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i'm drinkin Blue Moon and hangin with my roomies.

my roomies are Jess and Nicole.

that's right. two girls.

(note* my grammar might be kinda crappy tonight)


ummm... i don't know what to write. cuz i'm just letting things out.

what's that type of writing called? free lance? free style?


FREE ASSOCIATION

...i think.

where you just write, and write, and write, until your subconscious takes over? that's what i feel like i'm doing right now. except i'm conscious.

and somewhat tipsy.


we started to watch the movie Scream, but 3 calls on 3 cell phones all at once put that on pause... that was an hour ago. since then it's been drinking (beer for me... mike's hard pink lemonade... but don't diss... the pink lemonade is in support of breast cancer research, so fuckin rock on!) .... bad use of parenthesis right there. big time. my apologies.

Nicole is upset this girl changed her profile picture. My nails are wet. And I want a bowl of cereal. ... Thoughts of a girlfriend at 10:15 at night.

yup, that last insert was Jess. her first words on my blog. more than likely, not the last either.

nobody reads my blogs. ever. and it kinda bums me out. although, (wow, can't believe i spelled that out instead of "altho") the point of my blog isn't to entertain others (mild lie) as much as it is a release for me (truth).

i love writing. i really do. i don't do it as much as i used to. and my stories/lyrics/poetry aren't published as much as they should be. Decrescendo Without Excedrin, for example. that was a good poem. two professors told me to publish that. but i never did. and i didn't, because it was too personal for me. i never thought it was good. it was long. too long. i'm not fucking Homer after all.

....it's hard to blog when two girls are giggling about "in the butt" next to me on the couch. evidently her mom was pissed? i dunno. i'm trying not to listen. altho "his friend Mo" is hard to miss. Mo is a funny name. Like Larry Curly & ____ .... who? MO!!

i call my mother "mo".. my dad called his mother "mo" so i follow suit.

..... "not every girl swallows" .... not my thoughts... the girls'



i want to write out everything they're saying.. but i'd lose more readers than i could EVER gain lol "cream-colored dildos" for example...


that's wrong.


a woman named Faith owns that. yikes. i could probably have fun writing about the irony in that, but God (if there is one?) knows that would be a long blog.



.....honestly tho. i love my life right now, and that's not just because of the Blue Moon, like, not just "beer honesty" but actual truth. and i love that.

i love you. for reading my blog. thank you. and i apologize for this entry.


but it's my thoughts. whether clear or cloudy, they're still mine. so yeah, buon appetito.